the plan

sometimes i just wanna be alone, i wanna get out of town
i need to be away from you, so i dont always feel so down
please oh please just let me be, you know i dont wanna hear
your always here next to me, and eventually i let out a tear
sorrow fills my heart today, as i think about leaving you
i never planed for it to end this way, but i promise its not because of you
i need so much to just let you go, i need you out of my mind
oh please sir, just let me be, for myself, i need to find

happy birthday ben

we always spent your birthday up at hamptons beach,
then wed have dinner and whatch the stars out of reach.
we'd float in the ocean and fry off in the sun,
it was always time away together second to none.
i went to the beach today the way we used to do,
unfortunalely its not the same hon without you.
as i now put my lounge chair down in the hot sand,
i imagine you with me, and holding my hand.
summer used to be our favorite time of year,
it comes not to me with deep regret and a tear.
its the first birthday your not here anymore,
i even stopped myself from getting your gifts at the store.
i think back now and compare you to a summers breeze,
you were always so laid back, loving and easy to please.
people will ahve their own way of remembering you today,
some will be sad, some will smile, and some will pray.
so as your have your cake looking down on us from above,
i'll light a candle and singing happy birthday to you my love.

true love

i may never see you as often as i like. i amy not get to hold you all throughout the night. but deep i my heart i truely know, your the one that i love, and i can never let go.

dang!!

i'll scream it in his face forever, he's stupid, immature, repetative, unpunctual, annoying, and sometimes he's the only person i can tell everything to, and the one thing i'll be saying for forever, is i love you. ♥